Collin – July 26

For Jeremy Soul

Collin – July 26 (Final)

About last night/Thank you guys/Memories

I told several people before going out last night that I did not want to game, I just wanted to hang out with the boys and tell stories and laugh about all the shared experiences we had in the last 6 weeks. But with a ratio of about 4 girls for every guy at our vip party, that was easier said than done. Shortly into the night, I found myself in a corner of the club making out with a gorgeous blonde haired green eyed swedish girl.

Now if this was just your typical hot swede, I would have ditched her to hang with the boys, but she was different. We really had an intense connection, much stronger than any other girl I had met on Rockstar (seriously). We literally couldn’t take our hands off each other. It’s a good thing I didn’t meet her a week or two earlier, or else project rockstar might have been in danger of missing one member. Ha ha ha. Ha ha. Ha. It wasn’t until I got home at about six am and googled her name that I found out she was a finalist for Miss World last year.

Guys, I really wanted to laugh, hug, cry (I was an emotional rockstar), share the stories and especially express my gratitude with all of you last night. But it’s really REALLY hard to walk away from Miss World Sweden who is throwing herself at you and begging you to take her home. I mean cmon, its frickin miss sweden!!

So here’s what I wanted to say last night – I fucking love you guys! The times we shared together have been priceless. Chase was dead on in his previous post that ultimately, the friendships and relationships we’ve developed with each other will last a lifetime. We have spent every single day together for the last six weeks, experiencing incredible adventures as a group.

I can look back and laugh now at Chase and I dry heaving in the streets of London right before our stand up comedy performance with Aidan Killian because we were so nervous. It’s funny to think about how scary approaching a woman in the day was before Soul taught us, now it’s like tying our shoes. Playing rock paper scissors to see who Ke would film jumping out of an airplane next. The brothers from Dubai changing my entire philosophy on life over and over again. Seeing Farmer set up a date with the nightclub dancer during day game in London. My first ever bathroom pull (in a coffee shop of all places lol). Mr M completely shifting my paradigms on friendships, with the navy seal and supernova concepts. Having deep, meaningful conversations late into the night at the London house with Troy, Ke, and Gabriel, while Ke chilled us out with his guitar. Watching Rokker pull hot girls home night after night. Approach coaching for the first time at The Don and Mr M‘s bootcamp. All of us staying up all night to say bye to Gabriel. Smoking hookah with the Dubai guys and talking about life. Saying goodbye to Laurent in the Stockholm hotel before leaving for the airport to go home. Dominic winging the mom in a mother daughter daytime set and assisting me getting a number from an amazing girl. That one song they kept playing three times a night when we were at soap bar five nights a week. Walking home through the streets of Stureplan with Miss Sweden, and Mark V with her sister as the sun is rising and we can’t make it home because we keep stopping to make out with the girls lol. The most amazing party I’ve ever experienced the last night of rockstar (that’s saying a lot!). And countless other memories I have of the journey. Riddler and Prince teaching us, you don’t remember seconds, minutes, or hours, you remember moments. And these are the moments I will remember forever.

We exposed our deepest vulnerabilities and flaws with each other, felt intense joy, pain, excitement, anxiety, happiness, and sadness. We have all come out the other side different men. Better men. We will never forget this experience, and we will never forget each other. Everyone involved with Project Rockstar 2010, I’m really gonna miss you guys and I can’t wait until we all meet up again in Miami! Until then, lets all keep in touch and keep each other focused on reaching all of our goals! NAVY SEALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Collin

Collin – July 25

Mr M

This post is long overdue. I was struggling a lot with night game, and once we got to Sweden Mr m really went out of his way to take me under his wing and help me out with this. I started by just winging for him at night, and that way I could listen in and “feel” the vibe that he was giving out. This was really helpful.

But one instance stands out in particular as the best learning experience for game in all of rockstar for me. Mr m had set up a date with a stunning victoria’s secret model and for some reason asked me to come along as the 3rd wheel (still not really sure why lol). But what I got to experience is one of the worlds most successful dating coaches taking a beautiful girl out and I was like a fly on the wall. It was during the day, so it wasn’t loud or too high energy. I was able to just hang out and listen, learn, hear and watch every move of a master at work. This was an incredible learning experience. The atmosphere that he created on this “date” was like a kid taunting his little sister’s friend. The girl loved it and was having so much fun. It was like the opposite of a stiff, boring dinner date, and she had probably never experienced anything like it before. The date ended in a spitroast. Just kidding.

I learned a massive amount about night game from Mr m during the last three weeks of rockstar. I’m really grateful that he was willing to help out and share so much of his knowledge with me. I think spending so much time around him really helped me to internalize the mindsets and attitudes you need to have to be successful at this. Through time and shared experiences, we really bonded a lot, and I feel that it’s a friendship that will last a very long time. Thanks again man, and I can’t wait for our GAMECATIONS!!!!

Collin – July 24

Last night of Rockstar = party of the decade

As you can probably tell from the infrequency of posts lately, the rockstars have been quite busy. Any time we’ve had off on the schedule we’ve spent out gaming. Project rockstar has rapidly come to an end, culminating in our final vip bash tonight, we will be taking over the most exclusive club in Stockholm. At last count I think there were well over 100 girls on our guest list, many vip tables each with monster size bottles of champagne and vodka. This will be a party for the record books. After a 6 week journey of adventure and transformation, tonight we will truly be experiencing the Rockstar lifestyle.

Soul did an amazing job not only with all of rockstar, but with organizing this legendary party and making it come to life. There are so many things I want to post about but haven’t had the time. As I am getting ready for the party right now I am realizing that these last few minutes before I leave for the party are the last free minutes I’ll have until I leave early in the morning for the airport and get back home. So I wanted to just take a minute to say I have many ideas/feelings/stories swirling around in my head that I still want to share with everyone. I’ll likely be busy on the plane tomorrow.

Next blog post will be from America. Now, heading off to to spend one last crazy night with my fellow rockstars, coaches, mentors, and women I’ve met in the last three weeks here in Sweden.

Til next time, Collin

Collin – July 22

Aaron Whim on Asian Efficiency

As I wrote about in an earlier blog post, one of last year’s rockstars Aaron Whim gave us a money presentation on efficiency. He then took about an hour for each rockstar to meet with us personally and ask us a bunch of questions about our daily lives back home, he said he was going to give us some feedback.

I was blown away by what he had prepared for us a few days later. A completely individualized 14 page professional brochure covering how to improve our lives to every last detail. Nothing was left out of this report! Morning and evening rituals, inner game, how to be more efficient at work, how to have more free time to spend on things I want to pursue, even specific software recommendations to help me focus and to learn spanish. He also went deep into personal systems, goal setting and getting to clear. This will prove to be incredibly helpful when I get back home and I can implement all of it into my daily life. And it was quite unexpected, when I received the email I was really blown away at how professional and insightful all of the personalized feedback was. And I wanted to take this time to say thank you to Aaron. Can’t wait to implement everything once I get back home!

Collin – July 21

Farewell to Gabriel

We lost a rockstar earlier this week. Real life called him back, and he had to start flying planes again. Gabriel will be missed. He always had a smile on his face. He brought a great energy and enthusiasm that empowered all of the other rockstars. Also, he had a bit of training before rockstar, ok, so he helped pave the way for us in the beginning, especially in the daytime.